Happy New Year, guys. It's 11:50 pm on the 31st of December, and I felt like I needed to post something before the year was over.
Did I ever tell you that I was scared of these days? These 31sts of December? I hate them. They're just a reminder of how epically I failed that year. Of how I went backwards. Of how nothing special happened.
I live in a fantasy land all the time, and this one day a year is when the reality hits. You know? It's like when you have a class project to turn in, and you don't do it for months, and then you wake up the day you were supposed to turn it in and you're like there is literally nothing I can do about this right now.
You failed.
Congratulations.
But I guess there's a reason this is called New Year's Eve and not The Last Day of the Old Year or something like that.
You're not supposed to look back. You're supposed to stride forward with confidence.
I didn't have a new year's resolution until I started realising this. Oh, and by the way, if you look up RESOLUTION in the dictionary, there's a side note that says SEE NOTE AT COURAGE.
Just thought that was cool. Because making resolutions does take courage. As does going into the new year. Let's be brave together, okay?
Anyway.
My resolution is to start accepting my mistakes and my flaws, because I have them.
And one more. At first I thought I was going to say I'M GOING TO STOP BEING AFRAID, but that's stupid. You can't do that.
So I'm going to start being brave.
Love you guys.
Did I ever tell you that I was scared of these days? These 31sts of December? I hate them. They're just a reminder of how epically I failed that year. Of how I went backwards. Of how nothing special happened.
I live in a fantasy land all the time, and this one day a year is when the reality hits. You know? It's like when you have a class project to turn in, and you don't do it for months, and then you wake up the day you were supposed to turn it in and you're like there is literally nothing I can do about this right now.
You failed.
Congratulations.
But I guess there's a reason this is called New Year's Eve and not The Last Day of the Old Year or something like that.
You're not supposed to look back. You're supposed to stride forward with confidence.
I didn't have a new year's resolution until I started realising this. Oh, and by the way, if you look up RESOLUTION in the dictionary, there's a side note that says SEE NOTE AT COURAGE.
Just thought that was cool. Because making resolutions does take courage. As does going into the new year. Let's be brave together, okay?
Anyway.
My resolution is to start accepting my mistakes and my flaws, because I have them.
And one more. At first I thought I was going to say I'M GOING TO STOP BEING AFRAID, but that's stupid. You can't do that.
So I'm going to start being brave.
Love you guys.
